2 more stations...

Wat a relieve~~ Today just had my VIVA session for my attachment in stor departnment (left the writing test). As conclusion, the session quite ok and seriously I was nervous when answering the questions been asked, even sumtime use some weird words in answers. Luckily, the assessor quite ok, he din't harsh on me, that's wat I hope from starting point. The points also quite ok, as long as is passed. (Actually the period I attached here was short as crash with Raya holiday and my PTM kursus). As conclusion, quite satisfy la... Next will be second clinical attachment and then will be TPN. Hope can go through smooothly in these stations.After that, will facing the Grand VIVA and of course all logbooks submission and decide the choices for my next posting. Of course, I will try to get bc to my lovely home town which I everyday pray to God.Hope this wish can becum true although it will becum win-or-lose situation.

To the end...

Is been 8 months since I stepped on Borneo land and begin my PRP journey.The life here really challenge for me but I manage to bear it. Now, the life as "servant" in Queen is more tougher, more and more obstacles been set up. However, I still believe I can make it to become a good FRP. As been said, another 4 months till the end... 3 more stations in front of me I will go through... 'Man Fai, u can do it... rmb wat u pray everyday to God for future~~" P/S: I really miss my uni gang... really look forward to have gathering with them. Have fun together like last time.

Days in Borneo...

Well... Is been long time I dun look on my blog page since get my offer letter.Honestly, I feel the world is crush down when I knew I need fly to Borneo Sabah to do my PRP attachment. My first word in my head is "F***". Tat time I cursing the people that decide my placement... Now, it about 2 months I spent here. The life here is getting stabil compare the first time I stepped on this land.Currently rent a room which near my house tat only walking distance for me to work, but still really need car here for other time although KK is the capital city. You need it to go for entertainment and also FOOD... seriously... Working life? It is better for me. Frankly to say, hospital setting seem not my "tea" for my carrier, but I still wan go thru it as u can learn more from it. When time pass by, I think my personality more suit for smaller hospital or becum a retail pharmacist.I oso wondering why I felt tat, might be the environment in my current hospital got abit... errmmm...cannot be describe. For my future, I will do my best for this year even more bigger obstacles will block me and then finish my PRP life then try to transfer bc to peninsular. Why? It is becoz I need to take care my family... and also for my dear... Hope this can happen to me...

Time by time...

Erm... It's been 5 months after my last day at UM... Still me and my frens need to wait for that posting letter. What I feel now is got a bit dissapointed but what can do since our future big boss so efficient one. The first and second letter been arrived to me since long ago... all preparation been done. Seem how I need to wait the last piece to start my new journey... The most worried is "Is it our batch will be lelong?!" Dun dare to think about it. In these few months, I still work as part timer in the pharmacy shop that mentioned in few post ago. Now many customers ready know me. The thing exciting me is that some of them really trust me and they even want find me for counseling and prescribing. Now I feel really wanna getting in my job, to becum the clinical pharmacist in hospital... I prayed to my God so hard so my posting won't really far from my home. Of course the reason is that I want to take care my parents and spend time with them. I was ready spent my few years at outside for my study and future. I knew my parents know that they will be lonely since my brother ready went for his further study. Although they dun say anything, but I can feel it, especially from my dad. Hope I really can get my first choice for my posting... Summore, I feel wanna to earn more experience in community which cannot earn during in hospital training... Hey, time goes by... What I can do now is continue my life here and waiting the moment that wanted to arrive... Work hard, play hard and prat hard... Cheers~~

宁夜。。。

宁静的夜晚， 四处只闻虫鸣， 我遥望着天空， 看着天上的月儿， 月光照着湖上。 啊~~~ 多么平静的夜晚。。。 脑里浮现一幅一幅的记忆片， 是与我的好友们一起的画面。。。 大家， 我好怀念以前的日子啊。。。 一起玩耍，一起打闹，一起谈天说地， 多么快乐，多么自在。 但愿在这宁静的夜晚里， 我希望大家健健康康，天天快乐。。。

The switch of role at home...

Well~~ Is September now, the time flies without any delaying... Just back from the trip whr me and my family sent my brother to his university. Well... For info, my brother went to Kelantan to continue his study after STPM. The university's name is University Malaysia Kelantan (UMK). Many will said "Harr~~~ Kelantan?! So far..." etc (most of them r negative comments). Some of them ask my brother to decline the offer and continue the study at institute that nearby. But, u dunno... my family is not such a wealth as u think. It is ready nice me and my brother can get the offer for government university as many many student that more elite than us around in Malaysia tried hard to get a spot. Although many said so, my brother still want go thr and start his uni life. After drove for 7 to 8 hours, we finally reach Kota Bharu, capital city of Kelantan. For my first impression is really different from my home town based on culture and environment. The language that they spoke really challenging my mind. However, the citizen thr really friendly and polite. We stayed at my uncle's house. Of course we sure take time to visit this city since we drove long whole way. The next day is the registration day for new entry at UMK. Well... the uni really impress me. Although it is not big as UM, but one thing sure is CONVENIENT~~~ Just walk out from campus, u will arrive shop lots, even one hypermarket located nearby. Gosh... think bc my uni life... I need walk for 10 minutes from the place I stayed to have my meal. However, I still love UM as I seem more enjoy the city life.Sure after that, me and my parents decide to stay one more day here coz wanna visit Sg. Golok which is located at Thailand... Woohoo~~ First time step on Thailand...feel excited but also feel anxious as the were many bomb cases that cost lives happened. Luckily, we went thr and bc safely. Too bad, I din't bring camera along... If got, sure got picture at my FB. Bc to title... After been stayed outside for 5 years, for my study, it is my time to take care this home. I know my parents really missed us when know we will leave home for study or work. Before my bro went to uni, he just help my mom to take care home... Pay bills, banking etc... Now me and my bro are switching the role. Since I haven't receive any posting letter for my job, so I will spend more time with my parents... Feelings? Got a bit strange as usually sure my brother will be sit beside me and talk nonsense. Now, it is more quite at here. Just hope he can get well at Kelantan thr and dun make us worry... Cheers up... this is life...

Current me...

It's been August now... Hahaha...mean my birthday will coming soon (LOL for myself)... Ready one month past after my graduation trip at Taiwan with my dear course mates (got time will write about it). Must be curious what I now doing after complete my 4 years study in UM to become a pharmacist. Sure I at my sweet hometown, Rawang, although it is smaller and lack of fun compared to PJ. Currently work as part time sales assistant in pharmacy that I attached before. This job I ready asked before my trip as I ready planned to do it even got some better options for me. Why choose it? Because I wanna learn more about medicines that available in market especially in brand name, although ready learn many of them during study but they usually in their scientific name.One more purpose is to upgrade my soft skills, which is communicate with people (in this case will be customers or patients actually). In addition, my counseling skills also need to be trained like how to administer kinds of medicines. The most important is to add hard my knowledge about supplement. I am admit that I was weak about these products. Ready 2 weeks at there and really learn more. Think this will continue until my posting letter arrive. The payment? Since is part time, the pay will based on hour... RM 10 per hour... Not bad for me... Soon my brother will go to kelantan to start his uni life. Got a bit feeling about it, worry him will not adapt living there, but I know he can do it and make us proud. Need get to sleep now. C u next time. P/S: I really miss my uni friends... Hope we can gather again in these days... Cheers~~

The end come soon...

foo~~ Finally submit my dissertation... after 1 year of hard work... Next will be the final exam, the last final exam in UM... Then, the final presentation for dissertation... The End will come soon...

和平呢?

今天是428集会, 就是大家熟悉的BERSIH3.0...所有大马人民都知道的事件... 大家都为了争取干净的选举制度...为了国家及人民的未来... 我本人是没有到场支持,但心里都懂我们的国家也要改变... 也许你会问我为何不亲身去支持? 我会告诉你...我不想让家里的人担心...尤其是我妈... 她在这集会的前一天已吩咐我最好不要去... 因为虽说是和平静坐抗议,但老天往往都会"安排"一些意想不到的事情... 也许你认为我家人可能不支持,但我能告诉你他们也知道这国家应该改变了... 在集会进行时,我是人身在UT,正在努力地写完我的毕业论文... 但心里祈求我的朋友,决定出席这集会的朋友们,能够平安无事... 果然和平的集会最后演变成战场般混乱的场面... 镇暴部队竟然向民众抛烟雾弹,射水炮... 甚至有报道有位人民被警车撞死... 为何要变成这样的局面? 为什么？ 难道我们好欺负吗？ 唉~~ 和平，无奈~~

Mmmmm...

Well, just finish analyze for my results...
Seem like all compounds not effective although one or two showed higher than 40++ %...
Some even negative...may need to repeat them or don't insert them into report at all.
Haiz~~ Seem need find my postgrade and Ah Chung to help...

Guan Yin Ma... bless me so I can finish my write-out in these weeks...

光阴啊~~~

大学四年即将结束了。。。看看日历，已剩下三个月了。。。
心情有点不舍。。。尤其是对我系友们。。。
毕竟大家已经一起上课，一起考试，一起办活动。。。
真的有点伤心因为大家就要各分东西了。。。

只能叹时间过地像射出去的箭一样，过得很快~~

Dedicate to my buddies...

Buddy line, common term would hear in university life, especially for my course as it is our tradition. Have buddies is different meaning for different individual. For someone, buddy is the junior that will earn your notes as guideline for his/her study. For someone, buddy really act as a best friend during in your uni life. For me, buddy like my "family member" in my uni life...

Why I said so? This is because I would care what they have done in these days, how their study life, are they can cope with stressful life in pharmacy course that I had before etc etc... Ya, this seem alike I care about my family in hometown...

Buddies, this is my thought about our relationship. How about you? Maybe you think buddies just tradition and compulsory to have it. Maybe you think only the way to get a guideline and pass year for your study. Maybe you think just a non-sense system in our course even no need it also can. I cannot criticize... as I not yourself. Depend on you... how you manage this relationship... I won't care more than enough...

For me, I would like to have more gathering as possible with your guys as now I ready in my final semester. Maybe after I graduated, maybe we won't have such gathering anymore. Remember that every time ppl ask me when you will make buddy line outing, I would happily to answer them. Now, after been rejected after rejected for few times, that feeling ready went far away from me... I know this is not your guys fault as your guys also have your own life and your own business... I understand that...

Me as a final year buddy (as a big brother in my concept) hope your guys can enjoy your life in Pharmacy UM. Make your study life become more colourful... Ok?

P/S: Just want to make it as heart-to-heart talk. Just take it as I just say non-sense... Smile~~

Debate?! Expected la...

Haiz... FB just full of the posts of the "greatest" debate happen in Malaysia. As expected, even newspaper also wrote it, sure each will said " I am better, vote me!!!"... This is Malaysia politic lo... Then, each will talk the bad of other party which also been expected...

Well...Malaysian will vote wisely by viewing our country condition and based on what they want... For me, I will vote but for who? Still pending...

Final Sem lo~~

Well, well, well... My university life now in countdown stage... One more semester to go before become pharmacist. Surprise that time passed very fast... Hopefully I can spend my time more wisely and can have fun with my uni frens (Sob sob...feel very sad when found that we will not getting along anymore...)

Hard work been paid off... get my best result for my university study for nearly 4 years... Is worth when knew that. Next is to accomplish my thesis lab work ( NOw ready in half way...) Hope Guan Yin Ma can bless me on this and also for my final semester...

Water Dragon Year...

Dong dong dong dong qiang~~ Chinese New Year been arrived, now ready 2nd Day... Later a morning will back to my mom hometown, Batu Arang...just nearby my hometown which only take about 20-30 minutes journey by car...

Well~~ This year is Water Dragon Year as many said this year will bring many many luck (seem every year will say such thing?!)... Me here wish all Happy Chinese New Year and all the best... May this lucky year can bring more peaceful for this world...

CNY for me, just like the day which I will take more rest and even eat more (Seem need diet soon as I realize need to keep fit for healthy reason)... Summore, it is the day I can meet with all my fellow old friends (really miss ur guys~~)...Plus hor, angpau sure will come to my hand and then my bank account lar (for my future car...) Hehehe~~

Few more days more, I have to back to Hell again to conduct my research and hope the dragon can bless me to finish it in 2 weeks time as been planned. Bo Pi, Bo Pi... And also can spend more time with my dear and my university gang members ( Sob sob... final year liao...)

Ok lar, need go to Zhou Gong thr Bai Nian... Gong Xi Fa Cai~~

Time to face it...

Finally, the day to pass up my proposal will arrive... Feel dun wan to see it anymore after more and more correction I had done on it... Feel relieve for it. Then, the protocol and clerkship reports (3rd one I have in this semester) will be "leave" me soon... Left a freaking presentation at this friday...

Well~~Time really pass by quickly. Now my final year semester will end soon, that mean my university life left few more months. When think about this, the feeling some like a mixture. Happy that I will graduate and become a provisional pharmacist. The sad thing is I may not seen my friends anymore, the time we will continue chase our own dream...

However, now a big obstacle in front of me now. Gambateh, Man Fai... U can do it!!!

Stress and Relieve...

Well, today just finish my proposal presentation. Quite ok for me for the flow and able to answer the questions from the assessors even I forgot my chemical structure (feel sorry that not insert it and forget to memorize it XP)The most surprise is my Q&A session only few minutes (less than 5 minutes) as I expected will be tons of questions will throw to me since my slides seem like not perfect at all...dunno this is gud news or bad news...Just be confident to myself...

Overall, the lab proposals are quite ok, if u really do not prepare and understand, it will cause u lots of problem. But I just heard from my friend about the clinical titles presentation, seem like "jue dao shuang jiao" make it serious and tension...especially the D person. D just shoot everyone down...and she claimed this is to prepare them to face the holistic condition. What la... shoot till people cry, also called preparation ah? Damn for it...

However, we been stress up for preparing this proposal, now we settle the presentation... Relieve... Then, we need to face more obstacles. Even we will busy and stress up more.Be happy always...and dun let the stress beaten u...

Breaking...

Just post status seem rdy can break friendship...what a fragile?
Ya...I admit sumtime I dun care any ppl feeling when I said sumthing or post sumthing...
That's me~~~
When I realized, I just try to not doing it anymore...
Then, seem nobody want "forgive" me for that...
Yeah...I am sensitive~~sensitive that nobody talk to me...
Never mind...such small thing also cause the consequence...
I dun care anything...just be myself...

New member ^^

3 weeks rdy gone since open the new semester... My final yr life ready passed 3 weeks in other words. Seem how life still easy to me as my thesis title haven't get (but need decide what need to choose...) and some more my clerkship start late compared to others as my preceptor not around (Sad about it...).

This time also mean our Family Week ready ended... Although the newly batch did not seem like to approach us, but some how I also welcome them to join this family. Hope we can know more to each other by the activities that will be held soon and also around the faculty.

Furthermore, this also mean my buddy line also welcoming one more new member, which is Tze Sze...

The time need to pass by... Soon my busy life will really start. Just hang on...

To my best friend...

Many words want to say to u... Dunno why... When I chat with you, I feel comfortable like the old days, even a short one year. Miss that time...miss the time we spent in study...miss the time spent in having lunch together... miss a lot a lot...

Now we are not together as old time that we had...hear u stress enough at there... I feel helpless, just only can cheer u up with some words... tell my God to bless u...

That time meet up with you, I kinda happy...as can meet with my best friend... wanna tell u all I faced after that. U still same... but more confident... Glad to see ur changes... from my bottom heart.

My best friend...wish u can success in ur carrier... U always get my support de...