Time to face it...

Finally, the day to pass up my proposal will arrive... Feel dun wan to see it anymore after more and more correction I had done on it... Feel relieve for it. Then, the protocol and clerkship reports (3rd one I have in this semester) will be "leave" me soon... Left a freaking presentation at this friday...

Well~~Time really pass by quickly. Now my final year semester will end soon, that mean my university life left few more months. When think about this, the feeling some like a mixture. Happy that I will graduate and become a provisional pharmacist. The sad thing is I may not seen my friends anymore, the time we will continue chase our own dream...

However, now a big obstacle in front of me now. Gambateh, Man Fai... U can do it!!!

Stress and Relieve...

Well, today just finish my proposal presentation. Quite ok for me for the flow and able to answer the questions from the assessors even I forgot my chemical structure (feel sorry that not insert it and forget to memorize it XP)The most surprise is my Q&A session only few minutes (less than 5 minutes) as I expected will be tons of questions will throw to me since my slides seem like not perfect at all...dunno this is gud news or bad news...Just be confident to myself...

Overall, the lab proposals are quite ok, if u really do not prepare and understand, it will cause u lots of problem. But I just heard from my friend about the clinical titles presentation, seem like "jue dao shuang jiao" make it serious and tension...especially the D person. D just shoot everyone down...and she claimed this is to prepare them to face the holistic condition. What la... shoot till people cry, also called preparation ah? Damn for it...

However, we been stress up for preparing this proposal, now we settle the presentation... Relieve... Then, we need to face more obstacles. Even we will busy and stress up more.Be happy always...and dun let the stress beaten u...

Breaking...

Just post status seem rdy can break friendship...what a fragile?
Ya...I admit sumtime I dun care any ppl feeling when I said sumthing or post sumthing...
That's me~~~
When I realized, I just try to not doing it anymore...
Then, seem nobody want "forgive" me for that...
Yeah...I am sensitive~~sensitive that nobody talk to me...
Never mind...such small thing also cause the consequence...
I dun care anything...just be myself...

New member ^^

3 weeks rdy gone since open the new semester... My final yr life ready passed 3 weeks in other words. Seem how life still easy to me as my thesis title haven't get (but need decide what need to choose...) and some more my clerkship start late compared to others as my preceptor not around (Sad about it...).

This time also mean our Family Week ready ended... Although the newly batch did not seem like to approach us, but some how I also welcome them to join this family. Hope we can know more to each other by the activities that will be held soon and also around the faculty.

Furthermore, this also mean my buddy line also welcoming one more new member, which is Tze Sze...

The time need to pass by... Soon my busy life will really start. Just hang on...

To my best friend...

Many words want to say to u... Dunno why... When I chat with you, I feel comfortable like the old days, even a short one year. Miss that time...miss the time we spent in study...miss the time spent in having lunch together... miss a lot a lot...

Now we are not together as old time that we had...hear u stress enough at there... I feel helpless, just only can cheer u up with some words... tell my God to bless u...

That time meet up with you, I kinda happy...as can meet with my best friend... wanna tell u all I faced after that. U still same... but more confident... Glad to see ur changes... from my bottom heart.

My best friend...wish u can success in ur carrier... U always get my support de...

Through the world heritage ^^ (Part 1)

20 August 2011...the day I went to Malacca, one of the world heritage that located in our country, with my best friends during matriculation. This is not my first time to went there as before that, I went there with my course mates. Although the places I rdy visited, but still had fun during this trip as the feeling had fun with different people is different...

Well...I start off my journey by taking KTM to Tasik Selatan Bus Station (Station TBS in short) as need to take bus from there to Malacca, which all the bus that go to southern part of Peninsular Malaysia need gather at there. Before that, I joined with my brother, Patrick first at KL Sentral as I promised with him to go to TBS together. We arrived thr about 8 sumthing and meet up with my other brothers, while my little sister wait us at Malacca there as she rdy been thr for her relative's funeral. We bought bus ticket that indicate departure time at 10 am. Thus, we took our breakfast at Pak Hailam Kopitiam...

(Taking breakfast at Pak Hailam...)

After that...we just start off the journey by boarding on Transnational Bus at the time that scheduled. The journey to reach Malacca just take us about one and half hour as the driver seem drifting...

(Let's go~~~~)

When arrived there, we just wait our sister to meet up at Pahlawan Mall and then we went to search our accommodation... Finally, we decided to stay at Comfortable Hotel that located opposite of Taming Sari Tower. The comment about the hotel room is...just ok for me if compared the place I stayed before this... And then, when made the booking, the tauke niau seem very mystery as she use the weird tone talk to us... This made us feel that she seem can kill us during the night like the horror movie XP

After filled up our stomach, we just head to red house there and visited the museum... Just paid Rm 5 then you can visit all 5 museums in that area... The museums were about the history of Malacca for the origin, the well dynasties, democratic, and more. It worth to spend time at there as to remind the history thing that learned during the secondary school... I wonder why y school did not organized such a trip to us so we can learn the history better and more effective, instead of read from the text book and memorize the facts that can make us sleepy... Haiz~~

Next, we head back to hotel and have some rest to recharge for night time activities. We took our dinner at Newton Food Court that just beside the hotel that we stayed. Too bad...that day seem not good to us as whole day like cloudy and raining... but better than exposed to damn hot weather... Then, we walked to Jonker Walk again as there will have nigh t market which famous among the tourists...

That night, there are a Kung Fu Master which 60 years old make his show at the junction of the street. He was a world record holder that can make hole on the coconut by just his finger within few seconds. Instead of Kung Fu performance, he also sell the medicine that invented by him which can stop bleeding and swelling, also can relieve the pain immediately... Wonder what the ingredients in his medicine as can relieve pain immediately...just make my curious as I will become a pharmacist... I just manage to see one performance as it take too much time to start off as he just keep selling his product... Yaiks... I want watch the performance, not selling medicine la... So just walk off and walk through the market. (Too bad did not take photo as forgot to bring my Canon along...)

The Jonker Night Market... just make me feel like been in usual night market that I been for, like SS2 one and Rawang. Initially planned to bought the food from there to try, but it was end up with nothing as it just can be find in KL also... A bit disappointing for me... maybe I put too much expectation on it...

The late night been spent in the hotel that day after finish visit the Jonker night market. It been nightmare for me (just kidding...) as my big brother give some talk about the nine human personality. Gosh...he can talked non-stop for about 4 hours...wonder how he can bear it... Sorry that I am not a good listener...sure I will watch TV that time... Later at 2 am, we felt hungry and head to 7-Eleven to get some cup noodle...First time to have it for me... Then, we just head back to room and rest..
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(Discussing and talk been given... Hahaha...I was not focus at all...)

(My late night supper...at 7-eleven~~)

(To be continue...)

Show ur love...

Feel wanna post this up as this really happen in front of me... during my community attachment...

Today afternoon, when I was serving one customer and dispense Clarinase and Coplastin for her, suddenly got one old man with "tongkat" rush into the shop. He just likely cannot breath and he request the staff to help... That time, he really suffer...really~~ The staff ask him to get Ventolin first...but the condition still not improved...

My pharmacist rdy nervous and ask around for phone number of Klinik Kesihatan Rawang... Not even that, she also ask her director too... But think far more, the ambulans will arrive late as my pharmacist told that due to last experience, same like this case... She offer the old man to take him to nearby clininc but he refuse as he is poor and dun have money to visit private clinic and want go to klinik kesihatan... But my pharmacist dunno how to go...

She ask me whether I know the way go thr...That time, I not very sure the fastest way to arrive thr... But the old man really gasping...until he feel cannot stand up... Finally just decide sent him by car with my direction...

During the way to the clinic, I just make sure the old man can breath... and my pharmacist said that she really nervous... Luckily we arrived thr quickly and the old man got some treatment from the emergency room... Then, my pharmacist and I just went bc to shop as still got many customers need to serve. Hope the old man's family can take him bc to home...

Well... we must help the ppl that in trouble...like this old man, even he is poor...but we must help him~~ If we dun care about him, he may died due to his asthmatic attack... Guys, I hope u can give some ur love for the ppl that really need ur help... Love and peace~~~

Dun think so...

Just now read the post by one of my fren...about the political matter...

Yup...I dun admit I really not interest to discuss the political topics with my friends...But dun think I am "Zheng Zhi Leng Gan"~~

Hey...I also got read about the political news...I also hope the best things can happen towards our citizens. Just I dun wan to talk or show any feeling about these...

Maybe someone knew I may not go for vote... Dun think so...I ready registered and will vote for my lovely country...

Vote for who? Blue or the others? Who knows????

Attach...fun~~

Hey hey...ready a week for my community attachment... in Farmasi Rawang (Farmasi Alpha). Till now, I learned many from my pharmacist, from the knowledge till the soft skills. These sure cannot learn from the books, the damn thick books i mean for...

My pharmacist that I was attach with is a female pharmacist that graduated from USM, and she was my secondary school senior le... Very shock when hear that XP Sometime, the director of the pharmacy, which also a USM graduated pharmacist also will become my guide. Today, I was amazed by his skills, from counselling till selling product... Wow~~ He can counseled the customers until they bought supplements from him... I was learn a lot from him and hope can become like him that be a pharmacist that everybody known... And more, even he is the director, he is not put a serious face against his staffs, but just a nice smiling face. Then, the staffs in the shop also very kind and willing to teach me...even they do not educated as pharmacist, but by their long term experience, they were know more about the medications than me... How shame I was...especially the first day I in~~~ T.T

In these few days, I met many types of customers... Most of them are regular customers and some of them also know more about the medicines they took compared to me. No doubt...by observe my pharmacist and the staffs, and sometime can serve some customers... I ready gained some confident to counsel the customers and dispense or suggest the medicines that they request...

Well...feel fun with this attachment, even do not earn any cents from it, but the knowledges that earn are priceless... There are 15 more days for my attachment...Hope can see more cases and learn more and more before go for my final year~~~

Ending and Start off...

2 weeks ready gone...gone for my hospital attachment...1week in IP and 1 week in OP... Learn many things about my future work and gain more experience.

Now...18 July...will start my community attachment. Although been attached in hospital, but still feel anxious about it as this will whole new experience...to know about the job and responsibility of a community pharmacist. Well...need learn, see and hear more... so I can become a good pharmacist that can help the public...

Parents...pls think~

709... "Clean" project been happened in KL... Now been hot news for whole Malaysia, even all around world also knew this project...

I am not very interest to discuss about the political stuffs...but today the news about this project really gave me some upset... During the project, about 1000++ ppl been caught...even 10++ were childrens!!! WHAT?! Children also involved in that...

Pls la... I know many many many many of us dun like our government, want a fair and clean election~~ For this project, i not support and also not to against it... stay neutral~~ But, when know children also been brought to the place...just make me upset...

I dunno it was real or not... how come children can reach thr if no parents or any adults to bring along... If yes, i hope the parents must think properly... U know the gas bomb and also the water pump really dangerous...even thr are the risk that the crowd can hurt them when run over from the police...

Ya...Our citizen hope can have clean government...but dun involve the innocent children. U want demo? Can~~ Dun bring ur little along...

Attachment...here I Come~~

Time flies... my sweet 2 weeks holiday after NoGAPS will be reach the end. Soon will back to UT to have my hospital attachment...

My feeling? Feel excited and anxious~~ Most of my course mates reayd had their attachment and me? I am i the last batch...although I dun want become the last batch but still accept it as the time still can arrange perfectly for me... Well~ Gud luck for my attachment...

After the two weeks at there, I will continue my community attachment. I am extend it to one month despite of 2 weeks as will be damn bored at home... Hope the pharmacist that I attach with will be nice with me (I met him before and he was a very nice guy, same as me, like to chat XP)...

Then... will be the small trip with my matriculation brothers and sister. Long time dun go out with them, look forward for it... And also hope the planning is good as I can bring my dear along...

Post-NoGAPS~~

Phew~~ NoGAPS 2011 finally ended officially today... These days although made me damn damn tired...but do not regret to join it... NoGAPS committee and participants, ur guys are the best~~

Only regret that I do not know any participants from other pharmacy schools...just due to my job scopes... Haiz~~ Hope got another opportunity to join such activities...

Opps~~ time for my gang member gathering...see ya~~

Nostalgia~~

Monday just the day i came to Jinjian Utara... An area that ppl live in Rumah Panjang. Not the Rumah Panjang that we saw in picture like in Sarawak or Sabah... It just the single storey that without any fence that usually we saw...

Yup...I know how these ppl live...what kind of life they had... As for know, I also been resident for this kind of living area. No doubt, i lived at Rumah Panjang Rawang since small until Form 3. If u interest, u can just google it and sure can find some info about it. My old living area just near with a cement factory... So many say we are not healthy children sure will always get sickness... Hey what~~ I really seldom get sick compare to those that live in clean area that thought...

When arrive at Jinjiang Utara, I can feel some "Qin QIe Gan" from thr. the children play the soccer at the field, ride bicycle here and thr, chit chat gossip among the housewives, more and more... Give me alot feeling like bc to my younger age...

I not kidding that many of these residents they are poor. I know it... They just want some helps for their better life, especially for their children. Many think I seem like a rich boy... Nope~~ My family not really in wealth actually, but my parents just save the money for me and my brother. For what? For our future... They want let us get the better life as they rdy know how tough this cruel and materialistic world!!! Frankly speak...my parents dun even think about whr they wan travel, wanna buy new cars... For what? For me and my brother again... Therefore, my hope is i can make my parents happy and get more better life...

Well... Despite got heart to success NoGAPS 2011, I also feel wanna join the COP even i not the member of them...... From the deep heart~~

P/S: Now Rumah Panjang Rawang rdy been history~~

3rd yr...

Well, just now read my best friend's blog...about his 3 rd yr uni life. Make me also wanna write it on my page...

Time pass by, my 3rd yr end up rdy after my last last paper. This whole year just expose me about clinical things. Just remember how I so nervous...What God damn thing about clinical...I ask and ask my buddy about it... Feel so annoying to her. XP

Like previous yrs, orientation start off and a brand new batch of juniors join our this big family. I feel excited about it. But, this time not so for me as our juniors seem unable to approach us as we r not at seminar room anymore... Although just well knew few of them, but still glad that I had a gud little buddy~~

This year, our buddy line gathering greatly increased in frequency, coz our little buddy, Chuen Wah bring his car... make us so "xing fu"~~ And also make my wallet "hemorrhage"~~ But, I still enjoy and had fun with them... Thank you, buddies ^^. Hmmm... This year been my last yr have fun with my big buddy, Xin Mei. When think about she will be graduate, i feel so down as she been help me a lot during my first 3 years in UM Pharmacy and i treat her like my sister. Just so stupid as I been cry out alone at my house balcony after back from Pharmnite...as the emotion just arise when realize this is her final year rdy. Luckily none of my housemates knew about it. Xin Mei, just wanna say you will be graduate soon... wish you at the best for ur future...Remember our buddies always stand at ur side and support you de...

Not only had fun with my buddies only... of course also with my lovely course mates~~ This yr was our responsibility to organize Pharmily Day. Our theme is "Wow In The Wild"...how safari feel is it... Although I not the high committee, but feel happy to join it and make our batch more closely...

Not only that, we also had very first trip at Water Sport Village... We play the water games and BBQ together~~ Sure had fun with it...hope we can do this more frequently~~ Break Free ^^ v.

There are still many many sweet memories that make my uni life become more colourful~~ Hope I still can have it during my final year (Although will be damn busy during that time XP)

Time...tick tock...

Gosh...less than 8 hours later will have my first exam in my 3rd yr second semester - - Extemp practical test~~

Extemp?! Is extemporaneous preparation, which is prepare the medicines according to the prescriptions... Well, feel learn a lots from this course... Know how to prepare drugs... know how to manage time when it is limited...most important is the truth how our medicine that taken formed...

After that, 21st of April will be the first paper for my final...

The clock still "tick tock tick tock"... My study?! Dunno how to say...

Flash back...

Dun know why today...suddenly many old friends from matriculation or from college during my uni life chat with me in FB~~ Nice chatting with them... Make me refresh the good old time...

During KMPP, I knew lots and lots of frens... Not only all the Chinese friends...but also some Malays, especially from my practicum H5P4. Miss the time we study together, miss the time we did the practical together, miss the time we spent for Chem Fren session, miss the time we got some arguments...Lots of sweet memories we had... I rdy said I love my matric life...Not only it make my life interesting...also let me knew many many great frens...

During at Second College, the most happy time i had there is for UMIT. I dun regret at all to join the main event even i dun stay at college anymore that time. Happy to work with the great frens to success the event. Miss the time we watch the great tennis match, miss the time become line empire, miss the time we had fun at Cameron, miss the time we had reuinion dinner etc~~~

Thx u all make my colourful... Now i will become final yr senior after this sem. 1 yr more to enjoy the uni student life before entering the hectic working life...

Tea cup and dungeon of study...

Tea cup?! Just have my resting time...with a cup aroma and relaxing tea... Give some rest for my brain cells~~

Well... still a long way for my journey in this dungeon of Pharmacy. Assignments seem like the monsters that tried to beat me off, while the test like a task to complete the level. The final exam will be the boss of the level... During journey, the knowledge will be the weapon while the test mark and evaluation assessment like adjunct weapon or life booster...

After the tea time, time to continue the dungeon war...to battle the monsters that in front of me...

Need boost up...

Just look on calender... 3rd yr ready on half way~~
The next half way will be tough as more and more assignment along with test start on...
Recently feel a bit tired~~ BUt have to stand still...

Sorry for my love one as I cannot go out with you...
Really really sorry~~
If got time, i will do so...
I will love u always...

Is time to go bc to reality~~

Busy busy busy~~~

JUst had fun for CNY~~ Rabbit yr of CNY~~
COme back to UM and start the hell like study life...
Test, assignments...
ALmost drained me off~~
Guan Yin Ma, pls give me strength to continue this journey...
for my family and my beloved....

Words to buddy...

Well, just bc from Pharmnite 2011 which at Flamingo Hotel in Ampang, Selangor Darul Ehsan. When reach home, just feel some emotion from my bottom heart. Stand at the balcony and stare on the city view. The brain just flash out that this is my last yr which attend Pharmnite with my dear buddy as she will graduate after few months soon.

Time is pass very fast. I still remember how i met my buddy first time. Very funny when think about it. During my first yr, as just entered this UM Pharmacy big family, orientation weeks just like the week make me suffer but still can be fun in that. At that time, I really first time hear about buddy line system. "What the hell this buddy line?" After been told, I realize that buddy just like the person that will guide u and willing to pass their notes for u. Seem like a guardian angel. Haha...that time I really do not care who will select me as his or her buddy, as long as I been selected. Day by day during orientation, I always guess who will be my buddy. First, I always guess Chui Theng will be as she always approached me. Funny thing is coming, she just bring me to a senior that really I did not seen along orientation....

My mind said :"huh?!" My first impression about my buddy is she really "di diao"~~ Plus her face that time really pale (she claimed as she was stress). When she met me, she just ask me to make her a little gift. That task seem got a bit challenge me as I am not a person with bunch of creativity. Bc to hostel, I saw a empty glass bottle and some colour papers. Therefore, I just decide to make some wishing stars for her and inside the bottle fill with some "Xiang Si Dou"... To make it, all jobs from measure the width of paper strips, then cut it and make it into stars. Really make me tired as need prepare for annual gathering at same time. However, this is my first present for my buddy, need to work on. When finish it, I feel very happy and hope she will happy to accept it.

Not only this, there are lots of sweet memories that happen with my buddy. Dabao food for her, chat with her during pass notes, went for buddy line outing... So good can spent time with her and also with other buddies ;-)

The time need to go along... She will be graduate and I will become final year. Maybe after that, we will be hard to gather again. When think about it, I cannot hold my tears anymore as I really appreciate that I had a kind buddy that help me a lot. In chinese words, really "she bu de". However, the life still need go on. She will have her own future, so same as me.

Buddy, sorry for any harsh words or jokes that made u feel uncomfortable or "bu shuang"... sorry for anything that I did bad to u... Also thank for u helping me along this journey... thank to u to bring some colours in my uni life. Arigatou... alot alot~~

Few months later, u will graduate and start ur working life. Wish u gud luck and dun let the failure beat u down. U always my best buddy in the world... Jiayou...

P/S: Just feel wanna post it... dun say me emo ah~~

The picture with my buddy for this yr Pharmnite

The wind...

The night...
With the cold wind blown towards me...
Stand alone at balcony...
No sound around me...
Just the wind whispering to me.
Seem it wanna motivate me...
As I feel not very motivated for my study.

Cold and calm...
Calm my mind set...
Thx~~ for the motivation from mother of nature...

2010 turn to 2011

Wow...just tear off my old calender in my home. Now is 1st January of 2011. What I am doing during 0000hr of this day?! Nothing and just watch some fire works that nearby my home. Although not as big as Merdeka Complex one, but ready so charming and beautiful.

2010?! Quite exciting year that I had. Become class rep at early of the year but I know I threw some bad bad temper to my coursemates. Sorry for ur guys and will correct this. Then, same as other previous year, just work damn hard to stay my standard for my study. Although not as gud as I wanted, but ready satisfy me.

Of course the happy thing is my buddy line receive a damn nice member - - Lim Chuen Wah (Wah Zai)!!! This little buddy ah?! Only seen him once or twice during orientation but now always hang out with him as he got car and we always wanna go out for fun. (Xin Mei, my big buddy always argue our playfulness XP) At all, I really happy had him as my buddy. Thx, Wei Yan for choosing him~~ Hope our buddyline will be forever...

Look forward for 2011... I will have my second sem as thrid year student in UM and also as final year at lat few months of this year. As other years, my hope is to "chiong" my study, continue hang out with my lovely friends and buddies. Then, wish my family and friends always happy and healthy.

Oh...2011 is rabbit year. ALso wish this world do not happen any bad incident or disaster. Let the Earth become more peaceful~~ as I like peace... ;p