Sweep out the spider web ^^

Huhu~~really long time dun update my blog rdy?! Seem like spider web all over there~~

Today feel wanna go in to see some my frens' post~~ Haha...just feel very boring when in holiday... However, need to satisfy it since it is only few weeks for me...

Now?! Take a gud rest and start to work out...

Oh oh~~ Winter solstice wanna come and also Christmas~~ Wish all happy "Dong Zhi" and Merry Christmas~~ ^^

U in my heart...

Been long time ago...
we meet each other...
The memory we know each other...
I still keep it...

U just be my friend for long long time...
Be my junior that responsible...

Since I leaved my school long time ago...
The time we spend together been less...
Lesser...Lesser~~

Now...
I just realize that...
U been in my heart, in my mind...

Seem I Lost my self...

Well~~ Third yr pharmacy life can be said like honey moon period after the hectic second yr with all tests and assignment. Now, what i did more in this sem? FB, eat, sleep, watch TV etc.....always in my routine list~

Study?
No way~~~
My damn soul and mind always keep hypnosis me...

Always I will stare on my notes but the mind dunno go somewhere...thinking the next day dun have class and can sleep more.

Walao~~~
I feel Leo Lu like "prison-ed"

I feel dun wan to waste time, time that precious~~ I wan shout out: "Come back my soul~~". Happy that the study life now not so hectic, but in other side, it make me become lazy and more lazy in my life... Not my principle of life to become lazy person~~

Start right now...
Need balance back my life...
Sure I will!!!

Time to chg...

The sound of nature...
from my surrounding...
Just make me feel so peaceful in this silent nite...
the songs from the bugs, the tiny rain drop joins in...
like a nature concert...
how delightful to hear them~~

My mind just become calm...ever than during my day...
suddenly flash out some idea...
Idea that need to chg my life now...
My life that only consist of study and play....
A damn boring routine that I familiar with~~

Have to change now...
to become a new Leo Lu...
from physically and mentally...

Personality?
The Leo Lu that always smile...
won't change forever!!

Life still goes on :P

Wow~~Convo again?! The memories of me attended Pei Pei's convo still like fresh in my mind. How fast the time pass by~~ C...I now a 3rd yr student, still stand here to know this world, feel this world...

Just now, sit at the sofa alone in living room with my notes. A kind of weird feeling just "attack" me...Dunno how to describe, just seem bother me. However, i am not emo as i always face it during my old time. For me, emo not gud at all...time to becum mature , Man!!! A way to becum succesful man...

No doubt...if trace back to old time, I am seem a sensitive guy, that care what ever ppl's talking about, what they done... Little bad words to me will piss me off or make me out of mood whole day. When make me angry, can't imagine what can I do...

Now? Seem i chg to another person...person that seem not bother anymore. What happen at here or there...if dun disturb me, just leave it~~ If yes, will face it lo... Many frens ready tell me my change in these year. Why? Just maybe ready at outside for few years, not always at home sweet home...Facing a lot challenge, facing many things that hurt me, facing many thing that harsh...etc... Yup~~Leo is here now.

As title said, life still goes on... I agree this~~ Whatever happen around, ur life still must continue. Chase the dream wanted, enjoy the life well......what is I want now~~Other things?! No way... Life still on, learn still on~~

Great Annual Gathering and Luxurious outing~~

Today is our new freshies' annual gathering... Sparkling Starz!!

How nice they perform to us~~~First, is the dikir barat as usual will be appear every year. Then, is indian dance!! Adam Khan, damn gud in dancing...new talent for him~~

After that, drama team did their perform~~ The sexy uncle make me feel wanna vomit?! SO geli~~ Overall, the drama not bored us out...but really funny!! Then, Pauline and his team showed us the modern dance... Pauline really have gud dancing skill~~Not less, is the choir time~~ Hilmi damn damn cute...especially when he do the pose and dance little bit...

Finally, is the freshies sang their them song - -I feel good. So energetic they are!! But, we as senior won't blew by them~~ Look Down!!! Due to the late of catering car, the stage suddenly become disco floor...When songs on, the freshies will danced and some seniors been forced to do it so...

The orientation weeks really end by this event...as all freshies become our juniors~~COngrates!!! Tmr will be the telematch...Em~~ I think will go la... Yup~~juniors, i really enjoy ur annual gathering... Gud job to all!!!

AFter anual gathering, went to MV with my two lil buddies. I just treated them at Sushi Zanmai~~We chat a lot and enjoy the feast~~ Then, went to secret recipe, just try out the new cake - - Strawberry Marshmallow Cheese...damn nice. XP

Oooooo....31 of julai?! Mean Baskin Robin promotion again!!! We three just queue at there and bought the ais cream... Damn many ppl there~~Just today i spent a lot at MV but feel happy as can spend time with my two lovely buddies - Wei Yan and Chuen Wah~~ Tmr will have gathering with buddies again, officially~~ at SS 17...

Time to get rest and start study lo.... Chow~~

Me... in happy and emo~~

Today my little buddy told me as he very surprise about my blog posts as i look like won't write emo thing...

Yup, i dun deny it. As i always be a happy guy in front of my frens. With them, i just talk, talk and talk. When laugh, just make it loud. Sumtime, be really crazy when in fun mode... Just give the impression as i won't face any big problems in my life~~

Just can say that... every person got their own problem. Just differ on how to face and solve it.

For me, if anything that annoying me, i just keep it for myself...Sumtime, i feel want cry out but the tears won't come out as I promise myself dun cry again. Have to push to face it and try to solve it~~ Not only my study, even other things that around me can annoyed me. Just sometime i dun want to bother it too much, as may cause ur life become harsh...

Well~~ I just become myself, a happy and laughing guy in this world. Emo Man Fai?? U will not c him. AT least he let u c him...

深锁的心

今天。。。
有人跟我说。。。
我变了~

不再是开朗的文辉。。。
不是他在当初认识的文辉。。。

而是
不太相信人的文辉。。。

或许，
这是真的~~

在大学发生的不愉快事件，
让我变成那样。。。

说实话，
我不会打开心房做人，交朋友。。。
不想再被伤害。

我心已经深深地锁上。。。
“钥匙”？！
我期待它的出现~~

The feeling...

Just now chat with my old old friend...best pal during my primary and secondary school. No doubt she already know me very long long time ago. She is just a nice girl that I met (dun mean my female frens not gud or kind).

Yup...is an old story when i got feeling with her.

However, after been long time as now I study at UM and she just study for her ACCA cert... The feeling that buried in my heart just cm bc again...

Just by Facebook chatting...

I dun hope we can becum couple if i dare to confess with her, but sure i dun wan our precious frenship brake...

电车。。。目的地。。。

星期六早上一个人搭电车回家。。。
无友人的陪伴，只有背着那沉重的背包，一个人踏上回家的路。

在电车上，听着手机里的乐曲，
有好几首触动我的感情。。。
想要说话，但无听众在旁。

眼前的景色一直向后退。。。
让我感觉时间也是一点一点地过去～～
啊！让人惜嘘～～

还有几站就到我的目的地…万挠。。。我的家乡～
让我觉得很亲切。。。虽然它一直在改变


突然，心血来潮。。。从手机发出一封问好短讯。
发给我曾经想保护，关心的朋友。。。
不知她在那里生活得好吗？

“叮咚”～～
万挠站已到达了。。。

剩下的两个星期假期，要好好珍惜。。。
好好休息，应付未知的未来～～

Radiopharm & Football...

Time pass by...just few days left for me to put the notes into my mind...
Just only can say "Wow~~"
Two days ago just finish my part for assignment...
Now struggle to remember my words to face the special sem final~~

Pretty funny is World Cup in on...
My dad just switch on the TV and watch the matches...
Me?! Just sit there, read the notes and watch it at same time...
Dun know really read them or not?
For sure...
will bc to UT at sunday nite~~

No worry to my study...
as I not am football fan~~

Wah~~~

Guess what~~
This is my primary school class photo...

I think u can guess which one is me...
Am i change a lot?
Yeah~~i admit it...

Time pass fast...
Now...i am the guy in university...

So...
Just don't waste time...
Life is short~~

SEGAR...wat happend to u?

No doubt...SEGAR is my secondary school...
My dearest school that give me a lot of memories, friends and also feelings...
All time for study, play,and more...
Is sweet for me...
I won't forget them ever~~

In these few days, my heart been feel sad...
As read the news about my school...
Not any awards or prizes won...
Not any good incidents happen there...
Is the news of negatives~~~

Sort of students there bullied, selling drugs and even alcohol...
"Ponteng" ready familiar for our school, even in my 5 years study life at there...
Now, dunno why? More and more shocking attitudes happen now...
The news just reported all negatives...
The government servants ready came to school for investigation...
They just blame why the seniors that still study at there do not act as role model~~
They blame why the principal teachers did not do their jobs well~~
They blame...blame...blame...

After all, my school just become "school of terror"?! "sekolah samseng"?!
What? that's mean all students come from that school are gangster, rubbish, hookers, gigolo and more...
Even also include me as super super senior that ready left there about 4 years???
WTF~~~

I cannot say anything...cannot do anything...
As i dun have the power...
Just in my opinion...
The world ready change...nowadays the teenagers' behavior not like my era~~~
They mature earlier...as they connect with the world earlier...
As the internet, media become advanced...

Feel pity for the teachers in my school...
All teachers that teach me before, all teachers that know me, all teachers that friend with me...
I know ur all ready pay hard for school~~
And...
Also feel the atmosphere in the school ready changed~~~

What can say? Just wish my school reputation repaired as soon as possible...

To the readers that read my post, which not from my school,
Dun think my school very very bad~~
There also got bunch of talented and smart students...
Just the bad news occur due to some problem students...

SEGAR...
For me,
U r always the best...
No one can replace u in my heart~~

Boring~~

Students always like that...
When in study days, they always think about when the holidays come...
"Hope holiday faster come!!!"

However...
When in holidays, they will feel holidays are boring...
Like no things to do~~
Just eat, play, sleep etc...

This happen to me...
I think also happen to my frens...(as read my fren's blog :P)

SO...
What to do?!
Find some activities lo~~

Now?
Post up this blog page and sleep...

Tmr?
See how first...

P/S: This blog just wrote as I am boring...till dunno what to do~~~Hehe...

感觉～

不知不觉在家已经几天了。。。
心里觉得很开心能好好地休息！！
毕竟在UM的第二年第二学期忙到无法用言语形容。。。

不知怎么，每到晚间时分，一股纳闷的感觉笼罩着我。。。
好闷好闷～～～
大概少了B502的气氛吧。。。
少了EDWIN的声音。。。
少了FEVERDOG的声音。。。
少了MM的声音。。。
少了AMY的声音。。。
少了MY和WY的声音。。。
少了。。。

打开家里的玻璃门。。。
一阵阵的凉风吹来。。。
安抚我的心。。。
仿佛它在安慰我。。。

心。。。顿时平静下来～～

Memories in Malacca :)

Wow~~about one week ago since I went to Malacca with my three dearest course mates: Melon, JJ and YT... The moment that we went through in this historical town still fresh in my brain...WHY? Cos ur guys give me a really unforgettable trip...

This trip was not plan well...no any schedule and even we did not book any hotel or room for staying...we just asked who wanna join before the day we went...AT the first day, 4 of us just took taxi went to Bukit Jalil to buy tickets for malacca... How really chaos at there!! Same with Pudu, the ppl that sell bus ticket were like so desperate, just wanna asked u to buy...even u dun wan go to that destination...I just smiled with them and said: "Sudah beli..."

Then, we took a bus at 10 am and just now start our unplanned trip...

About 12 pm, we arrived at Malacca by reach Malacca Sentral (The name like KL Sentral, but I prefer KL one...). Next, we took the town bus to Mahkota Parade as this shopping mall (which smaller than MV and One U) as our center point. After that, we just rent a room near there. The cost about RM 80 for one night which the room had 2 beds...Hehe~~me only the guy so i just sleep on one bed alone...Pity for the girls that had to share another one...Feel very paiseh for them...

After dropped our luggage, then we just start our walking trip in Malacca... First, we went to Red Heritage...I just discover there were so many kind of museums...however, we did not spend time for any of them...Then, we just walked to Jonker street that nearby. That time, all of us were starving. So, we stopped at a cafe and took our lunch...That cafe really give us somekind of feeling... Then, we just enjoy our Malacca cendol...Oishi de shu~~

Walk...walk...walk...we reached Samudera Ship...It was a grand big ship that now as museum. We were enjoy visit there...(actually enjoy the air-cond :P as out there damn hot...) Even Melon and JJ also act as the classic moment of Jack and Rose in Titanic...That time, one "angmo" couple were laugh to them...Haha~~

Phew~~damn hot and big sun just make us sweat like hell...even the girls got umbrella while I worn a cap... Our next destination is the A Famosa...not the resort~~At there, we seem ready exhausted but still we climbed up the hill to visit the old buildings with some rocks which had the words...I think they were "batu nisan"...as got the name of people...and also with the date of birth and died.

AFter that, the girls had their second cendol in a shop at Jonker street...They said this cendol far more delicious than first time...however, I did not take it as my stomach ready full of water...Then, we just walk around that area...Surprisingly, the shops at Jonker street were closed early, about 5 to 6pm...What so early!! Even, some of them did open at all... That time, I wish can enjoy some Nyonya dishes but the hope just crashed~~

Think what...we took our dinner at a food court and enjoy the delicious food at there, even we also tried the Taiwan "Chu cheong fen" that Ho Chiak ready introduced...Guess what~~we spend our night at Mahkota Parade and watched IP MAN 2 at there!!! Damn cheap~~we only spend RM 6 for one person as back to KL need RM 7 to 12 to watch it... If not wrong, the cinema named LES, not GSC... Melon afraid the cinema was bad...However, it really comfortable and nice at all...and we enjoy the movie as many ready said it was a gud movie...

Next day, we took roti canai as breakfast and then took journey back to hectic KL...

Malacca, for me is the town with the slow tempo...feel the time past very slow...which contrast to KL as the ppl at KL are fast and rush. With the old buildings, we can feel some special aura at there...which cannot described by words...

For me, this trip just gave me a lot of memories...even only 4 of us went for. Hope next time other gang members can join us for another trip as we ready plan for it...

P/S: If wanna see photos, can see them at my facebook profile with the title "4 in Malacca"..

二战。。。

所谓二战，
不是代表世界第二战争。。。
而是我在Pharmacy第二年的“战争”。。。
就是Final Exam 啦～～

今天是第二天了。。。
已经考了三张考卷！！:)
不过，还有更多更严峻的考试在前头～～

只是两天的考试都让我有点疲惫。。。
SEPGT 和 CVS-RT 都是Pharmacology的考卷。。。
所有pharmacokinetic, dosage, adverse effects, drug interactions...
都要背起来～～
不是一两个而已。。。而是几十个叻！！！
能在考试时，“吐”出来所背的东西。。。算很厉害哦！！
忘记的话，唯有乱乱“炸”喔～～

下个星期就是“二战”的高潮！！
我会做好准备，来迎接它！！！

感慨和面对。

2010年四月7号是2ND YR最后一堂课。。。
真叫人感叹时间过得酱快啊～～
2ND YR 就如SENIOR们所说的很忙的一年。。。
从踏进2ND YR到现在，不是考试，就是赶ASSIGNMENT。。。
天啊～～我们的时间就是花在这两样事情上。。。
而出去闲逛的时间呢？就越来越少。。。
不是忙东忙西，不就是大家都想休息。。。

总而言之，2ND YR 就是忙。。。忙。。。忙。。。

过不久，FINAL就要来了。。。
又是冲刺的时候了。。。
把那叠厚厚的NOTES温习兼背熟。。。
不知时间够不够～～但也别想太多了。。。
加油！！！

AMAN，SEPGT，CVS－RT，STERILE，PHARMACOGNOSY，TITAS，PSIKO和CHROMATO。。。

I NOT FEAR WITH U ALL～～

Realize...

Tonight i realize many things...
Many things that i hear it or see it...
Really sometime what you see or hear actually not true at all...
Just because u see it or hear by ur own...

If u hear about what news from who...
It just maybe what his/her know...
But for the real, it is not such thing...

Yup...no doubt today my mind and soul refreshed again~~

I am not mature?

Ya...as i answer this question..."yes~"
I dun denied it...I know what I should learn to handle some problem...
I admit I feel down when facing stress...I just now learn how to face it...
Whatever ppl say bad to me...I also take it as a lesson...

No doubt that some ppl out there say me childish and immature or any any bad thing...
I also admit all of them... As i know no ppl perfect so that I...
Now, really study is the main point...why bothered such stupid thing?
Just because I still unable to handle the stress or any problem...
What can I do? Just learn and become strong...

Thank the ppl that give such a comment...teach me a lesson...
I appreciate it...really appreciate....
I won't scream, scold or hate those ppl...
I will take it as my lesson...lesson in life as i will face more bigger challenge in my future carrier even my life...

I will become tough in these time...
Just see it...

请体谅我们。。。

CLASS REP 和ASSIST。CLASS REP 不是每个人都想当，而是由班上投票选出的。。。
2ND YEAR的 第二个SEM就是我任命为这个POST，而我助手是FARHANA。。。

CLASS REP的工作说多又不多，说少又不少。。。

每天签了ATTENDANCE就要拿去OFFICE，有时OFFICE关了，被逼放在班上让ABG NAJIB 收下。好几次他还问我为什么没有拿去OFFICE？当时有些说不出原因，但不是我的错啊～～

最麻烦的是LECTURER要换时间上课。。。每当一换时间，班上一定有人讲：
“ 不要啦～～”
“怎么酱麻烦？”
“可以改去其他时间啊？我要回家～～”
“问LECTURER可不可以CANCEL？”
等等的问题。。。。

大哥，大姐。。。
我已经安排在最好的时间了。。。
当时，我还跟LECTURER谈判叻～～
你以为我很想补课啊？

这还不要紧。。。
改了时间。。。便要补课噢～～
谁知很多人PONTENG。。。
LECTURER反问我有没有告诉班上关于补课。。。
当然有啊～～
还问我为什么酱多人没有来？
只好硬着头皮说：“BALIK KAMPUNG RDY～”
LECTURER 便无可奈何哦～～

还有。。。还有。。。
有时我和FARHANA不是很得空的！
不要因为一点事情就找我们两个去解决。。。
大佬～～你说你很忙。。。难道我和她闲着没事做？！
算了，帮你就是。。。
有时很FRUSTATING。。。LECTURER又不在。。。OFFICE又说找那个LECTURER，他们没办法。。。
跟你们讲找不到LECTURER。。。你们就有点不开心～～
还说：“不想浪费时间！”
WADUI～～难道我和FARHANA的时间可以浪费啦？
你们要考试，要赶ASSIGNMENT。。。
难道我们不用的？！

不仅如此，如果有时朋友没上课，而你又得到一些消息时，
告诉他们。。。
不要让他们迷迷糊糊不懂发生什么事。。。
OK？

在这里，希望班上的人可以体谅一下CLASS REP 和 ASSIST。 CLASS REP
做这个POST，不是酱简单的。。。
你们的体谅，会让我们有力量去帮你们。。。

不只这样，如果我们要求你们帮我们一下时，
你们就帮帮哦～～
不要想这不是我的责任。。。就不要帮～～
我希望班上的人大家都很合作。。。互相帮忙～～

PS：如有些词语让读者难受，现说声对不起。。。只是想讲一讲内心的话而已～

盼望。。。

看看时间表。。。还剩几个星期就要STUDY WEEK和FINAL了。。。
感慨时间过得很快，仿佛好像什么都没做到，就这样过日子。。。
唉～～～

今天如往常一样，闲闷的周末。。。
当然我这个单身寡佬，只好躲在家里读读书、上网哦！

脑里一直反复想着下个SEM会怎样。。。
告诉你。。。下个SEM我不在B502了。。。即将搬去新的UNIT。。。蛮期待叻～
下个SEM也意味着我已经是3RD YEAR SENIOR 了。。。
信业要毕业了。。。有点不舍虽然很少跟他沟通。。。但还是祝他顺利毕业。。。

3RD YEAR。。。
到底会是怎样呢？
我心里蛮紧张又兴奋。。。

烦！！！！！！！

电脑已显示现在是凌晨时分了。。。我还在打ASSIGNMENT的ESSAY。。。

心里觉得很烦
ASSIGNMENT已做到一半了。。。
想继续但觉得会很伤身
夜睡会使人更苍老。。。更不健康。。。
我也想恨不得躺着睡觉呢！！

哇～～烦啊！！！
不赶工的话，开学就一团糟。。。
SCHEDULE上还有几个ASSIGMENT和活动。。。
心情更加沉重。。。
好想找人抒发我的心情。。。

烦，烦，烦，烦！！！！！！

新年新希望。。。

HAPPY HAPPY CNY。。。
HAPPY HAPPY U AND I。。。

今天已经年初三了，新年的心情也慢慢地淡下来。。。
脑子里又在想怎样解决ASSINGMENTS和应付接下来的TESTS。。。
压力又开始慢慢地来干扰我了。。。

新年啊？！过得怎样？！
蛮OK的。。。红包今年也蛮多的，尤其是老爸和老妈的红包特别大（注：里面的数码蛮大〕
如以往一样，除夕夜当然不少团圆饭哦。。。
年初一就去上庙。。。拜拜神，祈求今年顺顺利利。。。
今年犯太岁，只是偏冲而已。。。
可是还是要随时小心为妙。。。
过后就去亲朋戚友家拜年。。。
讨红包，谈谈天，吃东西。。。
剩余的时间就在家里看新年特别节目喔。。。

年初二是回娘家的日子。
老妈的HOMETOWN很靠近而已，只要30分钟便到了。。。
在那儿遇见从澳洲回来的表姐和表侄女。。。
表侄女 JADE已长大了。。。是一位小美女。。。
可能太久没见面，表侄女有点不敢跟我沟通。。。
不用紧！有天我们会有很好的沟通的～～

新年，
很快就过了。
又要收拾心情，在学业上加把劲了～～

今年新年愿望啊。。。
就是学业进步，祈求家人与朋友平平安安。。。

与时间赛跑

AMAN终于考完了。。。可以松一口气了～～ 大家的脸上又有笑容了！
当然大家第一时间PLAN到哪里玩，唱K，看戏，吃好料，SHOPPING等等。。。
这就是我们PHARMACY 2ND YEAR都会做的事。。。

美好的时光终始短暂。。。
虽然有一个星期的CNY假期 但还是要我们赶ASSIGNMENT。。。
WALAO！7个ASSIGNMENT叻！！！
看来我的新年只有除夕夜至年初二哦～～

PHARMACY LIFE就是酱～～
不是为了考试，就是为了ASSIGNMENT。。。
我的HOUSEMATE们都问我为什么酱“BIA”。。。
不“BIA”？！FINAL的时候就跳海了。。。
一个小CONASS都很重要地！！！
加上我不想上KBK。。。听到都毛骨悚然～～怕怕！！！

难怪SENIOR说2ND YEAR 是很忙的。。。
看来是真的喔。。。没办法啦。。。
要成功就要挨苦。。。
就算TENSION到要爆。。。也要忍下去。。。
要不然就RELAX一下。。。
不然就去PPUM了～～

时间正在跟我赛跑。。。
ASSIGNMENTS。。。在等我解决掉。。。
GAMBATEH～～LEO LU！！

PS：觉得无聊，就POST这上去。。。

PHARMNITE 2010 赞！！！

昨天是PHARMNITE 2010，这是每一年都有的活动。。。由我们的FINAL YEAR的学哥学姐们举办。。。今年比去年有点不同，因为我今年有参与表演，那就是MODELING！人生第一次在台上走猫步叻。。。

还记得几个月前，被通知要加入这个表演，而且还有自己的主题呢！我是天气的下雨。。。当要制作及设计这主题的服饰时，头都大了，都不知要怎样。还好有我妈妈，才会制作出来了～～（其实觉得那件衣服有点奇怪 ：P〕

过后，便是一连串的猫步训练，由我们的俩位漂亮的学姐，PEI SHAN 和 WOAN LIN， 指导我们。。。大家从一窍不通，走时还蛮僵硬，到学有所成。。。真是付出了许多时间和汗水。 那时，大家有点抱怨因为感觉训练蛮浪费时间，但还是积极出席。。。如果真的没有TRAINING的话，不敢想象当天的SHOW。

昨天是我们表演的一天，是呈现最好的时刻，大家都蛮紧张地～～从早上的REHERSAL，到下午的化妆时间。。。都有点忙。 可是，这些都值得！当大家在台上MODELING时，都做的很好。。。WE DO IT！！表演完后，大家都很兴奋因为这已经结束了，但也觉得不舍。。。

当晚的PHARMNITE，节目都很好看，尤其是DRAMA，真的很特别～～不只如此，场面和布置都很壮观。加上幸运抽奖的礼物竟然是到中国旅游的机票。。。WALAO！！我也很想要！！可是都无缘～～四份大奖，三份给FIRST YEAR抽到。。。我们SECOND YEAR只好那边报怨噢～～

总之，今年的PHARMNITE超赞！！谢谢FINAL YEAR尽心尽力地搞好这活动。。。

也谢谢我们的导师，还有CHIOK MIN，AH MOON MOON 和 WENDY一直都有帮我们。。。 THANK YOU！！

Thank you...UMIT~~

Today my post will be in english since it is already late, plus more tmr early need walk to elective...so need a gud sleep to restore my energy~~

Why i so tired le? Just because yesterday (24 jan) had UMIT reunion dinner...is a steamboat and BBQ dinner...just located at Jalan Kuchai Lama. UMIT was my project during i still stayed at college last time...That time i joined UMIT 13.

Although i now still stay at UT, since from my first year, i never forget the happy memory during at UMIT...even when I ready moved from college, I still came back to 2nd for helping.

During the dinner, I was sit with Chu hong, Jung yew, Kwan yuan, Anson and also Suresh. The time for steamboat and BBQ really happy... can u imagine a round table full with the food...yummy~~ In addition, we laugh and talk, even kidding to each other during that time.

Thk for UMIT 14 which do not forget me this senior...really thk ur invite~~ Hope next time i can join it again...

P/s: This week will torture me...not only exam but also on my weight since saturday got Pharmnite somemore~~

对不起。。。

今天，有一位COUSEMATE，我的好友。。。不知今天有PHOTO SESSION，因为没人通知她～～这不是第一次了。。。当她知道后，她很不开心，而且还一整天愁眉苦脸，又不回应我的谈话。。。

在UT，看到她的BLOG POST写着她很失望，因为今天的事。。。当一个字一个字看下去，都在仿佛刺着我的心。。。对不起，我们让你酱失望。。。觉得我们都忘了你。。。

对不起。。。真的很对不起。。。

“小豆豆”

近来坐在我旁边的FSY空闲时会拿书来看。。。不是课本哦！！而是些小说或者漫画。。。当然女生都看爱情的啦～～

前几天，她带来一本蛮不错的漫画，已经绝版了。。。单看它的封面的设计，就知道这本书出版很久了。漫画的标题是“豆豆的初恋”。。。一看题目就知道是关于爱情的啦～～

里面的女主角是有她自己的名字，但不是很记得。。。她的花名是“小豆豆”。想知道故事就去找来看吧！！

好笑的是我和MELON都在笑，笑个不停。。。FSY便问我们到底笑什么。

原来我们都把主角的名字叫做LITTLE BEAN BEAN。。。当说出来的时候，更好笑叻。。。MELON还笑到脸都红了。。。搞到FSY都觉得无奈～～

不只我们，祖洪看了这本书之后，也是酱的反应。。。还应用女主角的开场白来让大家笑一笑。。。

所以，这本漫画是值得大家去看。。。由SECOND YEAR一班“XIAO”人大力推介。。。

“豆豆的初恋”，赞！！！

PS：MELON，THIS IS ABOUT LITTLE BEAN BEAN。。。

五风回来了～～～

立雯生日。。。

前阵子觉得我不能融入我GENG的圈子。。。
但在昨天（一月九日〕
大家又聚在一起了。。。
欢笑。。。爆料。。。
又重现了。。。
像以前那样，讲话讲到不停。。。
笑时整间餐厅都能听到我们的笑声。。。
有点疯狂的五风回来了。。。

谢谢大家又让我感觉这样。。。
我会珍彼此的友谊～～～

PS：星期四我们的GENG有惊喜哦～～～

身体与心灵的累。。。

近来老是觉得非常累。。。有点提不起劲来。。。身体真的疲倦。。
大概都是每天都要爬好多的阶梯到DEPT去。。。
加上LECTURER的苦闷讲课。。。
我的天啊～～
加上开始要为PHARMNITE忙，还要人生第一次走猫步 XP
身体真的好累。。。
不只当上了CLASS REP又加重了我的责任。。。唉～～～

现在心灵也开始累了。。。
总是有些郁闷缠绕着。。。
我不要～～·我不要～～
好想呐喊。。。好想找沙包打一打。。。
别再想太多。。。别想那些事。。。

希望。。。可以每天都开开心心过日子。。。

悲。。。

2010年1月1日。。。全新的一年的第一天

晚上时，突然打了封简讯给她。。。一位让我心碎的人。。。
只是一封问好的简讯。。。
我心想她可能不会回复的。。。
可是。。。
她还是回了。。。

问我好不好。。。当然我说我很好。。。
过后发送简讯聊了一下。。。

我知道她还是把我当成是位好朋友。。。一位关心我的朋友。。。
谢谢她，没有把我们的友情粉碎掉。。。
大家依然是朋友。。。

但是。。。
我的心还在痛着。。。
眼泪不觉中流了下来。。。

PS：近来自己变得EMO。。。希望这样的我能变得快乐些。。。